W and I are not really speaking. She mentioned Fri dinner plans and when the time came she wanted to weasel out. This pissed me off and I let it show.
She said she was sorry. Something she wasn't capable of saying a few years ago. I responded with "Are you really?"

Anyway, several things that were said over the last several days keep playing over in my head (ruminating).


M 53 W 54, M since 98
D15, D19
8/2013 discovered EA, W maintained contact with OM
until 10/14
7/2/17 W said she wanted S, 7/25/17 moved out of MBR
12/17 W says moving out 5/18, W still in home.