Well, no reconciliation dreams this week. Instead, I’ve been having ultra realistic nightmares where we are fighting with each other. The dreams are so real that I wake up screaming and my heart is racing and I can’t fall back to sleep.


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving