I’m feeling a bit down this morning. My WAW is much more cordial and happier now that I said I would not object if she files, because I love her. I don’t want this, but if this makes her happier, I will not object. We made a connection at least which is better than before. I am hoping we just keep this agreement in place w/o her filing in the hope she’ll realize this is a mistake. I need to stay positive but this will be very difficult to do in front of her family. I figure she may be keeping her options open with an agreement she calls “representing a divorce”. She told me once that she emotionally is ready but afraid she regret it. I still think she is emotionally attached and won’t go through with it, but maybe I’m wrong.
