Thank C-nut and Job. I'm slowly starting to take care of myself again. I do get to the gym when I can and do what I can when I am there. Next weekend is my girls getaway to AC. I hope to visit a certain friend up in CT in the coming weeks too.

Ic an only apply internally for 2 jobs at a time, and I found a 3rd I am interested in, so I have to push along the other ones. Sometimes, the applications sit on the managers desk, it keeps it in "under review" status, and I can't apply to additional jobs.

I am going to Jacksonville to visit a friend. On Cinco De Mayo, we are driving down to Universal and going to Margaritaville! I am looking forward to it, and hopefully my body will be as bikini ready as it gets, lol.

My surgery is in exactly 2 weeks. ABout a 4-6 week recovery and I am hoping to not be limping anymore and building myself back up to more intense exercise.

The bomb drop was 10 years ago today. I'll never forget it, where I was, what we were doing, what we watching..... it was the day my life changed forever. It was the day I called my dad hysterical and put my 6 month old baby in the car to go live with them for 2 and a half months. I never lived under the same roof as exH again.

I made it 10 years. I made it through a really tough 10 years. That, well, I am very proud of. Because back then, I never though I would make it here intact.