Your in a tough situation and harder than most of us-
Sometimes if we cant let things go--maybe feel it give yourself some time to just allow it.. cry, mourn griene and embrace it even just for a few minutes
You may not be able to run from it and the treatment and cancer is definitely a big enough issue alone without the added grief an loss of H
MY XH walked away..no contact as well He left his only 2 children and up to this day has made no real attempt to contact them MLC takes them..he may seem like his life is moving forward and you are stuck..this is today but in a moments time, everything can change in the land of MLC
If you can listen to Joel Olsteen,,,I'm not preaching religion here but he has a lot of stories about people healing themselves from every disease and situation-miracles-
He gives suggestions and ideas on dealing with our pain it is free he has podcasts to download to computer or phone for free
hang in there-
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow