River

Your in a tough situation and harder than most of us-

Sometimes if we cant let things go--maybe feel it
give yourself some time to just allow it..
cry, mourn griene and embrace it
even just for a few minutes

You may not be able to run from it and the treatment and cancer is definitely a big enough issue alone without the added grief an loss of H

MY XH walked away..no contact as well
He left his only 2 children and up to this day has made no real attempt to contact them
MLC takes them..he may seem like his life is moving forward and you are stuck..this is today
but in a moments time, everything can change in the land of MLC

If you can listen to Joel Olsteen,,,I'm not preaching religion here
but he has a lot of stories about people healing themselves from every disease and situation-miracles-

He gives suggestions and ideas on dealing with our pain
it is free
he has podcasts to download to computer or phone for free

hang in there-


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow