I am going to lock this thread so that others aren't posting to it since I can't even see the buttons that a moderator would use to edit, etc.

Coconut,

You should be able to copy and past all of the responses to a new thread, but do not copy and paste that crazy numbers/special characters posting from doodler. If you do, you will have the same issue again.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.