So, H did a temp check this morning, annnnddddd I fell for it. He picked s21 up from his bowling tournament to spend the day together before the awards dinner. Shortly after leaving the bowling alley H texted me, asking what man I was seeing or talking to. I answered that I am not talking to or seeing anyone. I should have left it at that, but I didn't.

I said you are the one who wants to date other people, not me. Asked him what would even make him think that. He replied it was just a feeling. I said I have not desire to even look at anyone, I'm just relearning myself, and he's the one trying to figure things out. He replied again that it's hard for him right now because he's trying to find what he wanted from me and only me for so many years, and I show no interest in us so he thought I might have started to move on.

I texted back that I'm trying to give him his space, since showing interest in us, focusing on us, was pushing him away. I'm just working on myself. H replied you're absolutely right, I'm sorry.

I haven't initiated one single conversation/text with H. He can't seem to go more than 24 hrs without reaching out to me. I know it doesn't mean anything, but why does he do that?

Me-44,H-44
S21,S19,S17,D13
M-22,T-29 (off and on prior to M)
BD:12-20-17 (H said he had things to work out in his head)
H moved out:3-4-18