Quote: anything to get myself up and away from him and the reminder that I'm feeling less than whatever it is I feel I should be for him.
Cathy, what is this "whatever it is I feel I SHOULD be for him"? Who says you should? Why? Are you put here on this earth for HIS comfort and enjoyment??? Really!!!
No, I'm not yelling... I hope you "hear" the smile on my face. But seriously, examine those words. The word "should" is a judgement word. You or someone else is judging you, but also your FEELINGS and SELF-WORTH. Who?? Careful about thinking that way.
The important thing is not what you SHOULD feel. The important thing is not what you SHOULD be.
The important thing is what you DO feel. The important thing is what (and who) you ARE.
Follow that line of thinking - I think you will soon feel the excitement.
Heavyheart wrote:
Quote: Wow, Tim. Wow wow wow. This thread is providing lots of lightbulb moments for me this morning, too. (And Lord knows I need them!)
HH, I am also having many, many lightbulbs going on at the moment. Instead of the excitement tapering off, it just keeps building...
