Make sure you have a note of those two numbers for future reference.

And stop discussing R, it won't help you.

If you require time for you get a babysitter or relative to help. Get your stuff together and go GAL.

Your feelings of rejection etc are your feelings to handle and I think IC to discuss why your WW behaviour triggers these feelings in you.

Just as you have no control over her feelings, she has none over yours. She can't resolve your stuff for you.

So just as Ju says much of your sitch is as it is, you are in charge of you, your reactions, your feelings and your behaviour. The fear of abandonment and abdication of you to another is your responsibility.

It's time to decide who you are and what you need. Time to shift to be in charge of yourself.

V

Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW