Sometimes I feel like there must be something wrong with me for hoping to ever rebuild a relationship with H.
I would divorce him if I could afford it, but only to try to get some financial support and to ensure I get the retirement fund I'm legally entitled to.
But why do I even hope to ever see him again, let alone reconcile? What kind of person am I that I would hope to get to rebuild a marriage with a man who didn't give me his new phone number while I am in treatment for cancer?
