Still living together but barely speaking to each other. WH will be taking the kids to WDW this weekend and I've chosen to stay home. I will probably go shopping with friends, hang out with my cousin and other stuff I rarely get to do. I'm looking forward to it honestly.
The few times we talk it's mostly WH having some criticism. (I locked the sliding glass door and checked three times, WH demanded I check it again and I told him he was welcome to do it, he did and started yelling at me so I simply walked out and went to work) I am so tired of being in the same house with him, there is nothing left inside me for him. I find myself fantasizing about guys at work and how it would feel to be in a relationship where I am loved and cherished. I'm in no hurry to partner and sometimes feel like I would be better off single. I just feel irritated with WH and want this divorce to be done.
I know my home will be more peaceful without the passive aggressive silences, the verbal jabs at me. The kids are doing ok and seem oblivious to the silence, which tells me they have become accustomed to non-communicative parents. This $ucks.
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3
