Well....you do a good job of it in many ways smile

I have not seen my IC since November as well, probably something I need to think about also.

My oldest is such a champ. Happy, go lucky, always in a good mood, a non-stop chatter box. My youngest is the lover, still walks around with her blankets and a stuffed bunny, still [censored] her thumb. It was something about the way she said it. It just hit me hard.

It will. No matter how detached you are with your W I imagine you will still feel emotion with your children. The pain I feel for them far outweighs any sort of pain or sympathy I feel towards my W. The two are not even comparable. I just want this over with.

You know, I watched Californication on Showtime when it was in production. I got through the first 4 seasons I think and eventually lost interest. Maybe it was timing in my life but yes HM had himself a ton of fun smile. That guy couldn't help himself.

Maybe I will start from the beginning and watch it over but right now my guilty pleasure is the Walking Dead.


Married 14, Together 17
M: 44, W: 43, D: 8, D: 6
M: 46, W: 45. D: 10. D: 8 (CUR)
Bomb Dropped: 5/28/2017
Separation Date: 6/17/2017
Divorce Filed: 2/7/2018
Divorce Final: 4/12/2018