For months I have felt detached and prepared for whatever. I don't want to be with anyone that doesn't want to be with me.
Tonight she came home. Had a legitimate story and apologized for being late and asked if I wanted to go to dinner.
I am confessing that my feeling of well being has been directly attached to her demeanor. There I said it.
For months I have had a healthy sense of autonomy. Today was different.
M 53 W 54, M since 98 D15, D19 8/2013 discovered EA, W maintained contact with OM until 10/14 7/2/17 W said she wanted S, 7/25/17 moved out of MBR 12/17 W says moving out 5/18, W still in home.
