Well, I haven't had a very fruitful past few days. My flight was cancelled, so no FL trip for me. One thing I had to is buh-bye. I had my MRI done, and he said there is scar tissue, and maybe an additional meniscial tear and he is goin to go in, clean it out, and manipulate it. My dad is going away, so if I don't get it in this week, I need to find someone to drive me. I had an offer from a friend. POF guy could do it, he aint gots no job, but that would be using him. I will need 10 days straight legged and as much time in the painful splint aside from my regular locked ACL brace. I only planning on taking 2 days off of work, so I am just going to suffer at my desk like that for a few days.
Due to the very high winds, I lost power last night at 5. A tree fell on power lines by my house. I decided to go out with a friend for a few hours, I came on, it was still off, so I climed into bed with a bunch of blankets and woke up freezing my arse off. I am in a coffee shop now because I need my coffee, some warmth, and some internet. They removed the tree on my way here and the people are working on the power lines. Hopefully it will be up today. I'm heading to the gym from here. Luckily D10 I with her dad. OWW offered me anything I need! ExSil also offered me to come over which was nice.
Needless to say, the bad luck marches forward. If I don't laugh, I'll cry. So I am laughing and keeping my spirits up. D10 and I went and bought her a dress for her special event and we both got rband new sneakers, and I got some nice tops, because a little retail therapy was in order. I was supposed to be off on Monday, but I am going to work and saving my days for my procedure.
I am truly hoping for a better summer, one where I no longer limp, can straighten my leg and be active. My mood is definitely affected by my lack of ability for hardcore exercise, which is my stress reliever. I need my heart rate through the roof, I need to sweat, and I need to kick, punch and lift heavy things. Can't do any of that.
I am ging ot try to reschedule my trip for April. I will not get a flight nearly as cheap, but I will see what I can do for myself. I gotta get out of here before I explode!
POF guy invited me over tonight and he was going to make me dinner. I shouldn't take him up on his offer, its messed up when I am not interested in keeping this going, but maybe some company would be good. But that is selfish, I know.
On a totally different subject, I am noticing something. D10 doesn't tell her dad anything anymore. She relies on OWW. I used to tell exH details and he would tell OWW, but I realized they aren't even communicating anymore. So, I just got to a point where I communicate with her rather than him. It's ridiculous, but they really do not communicate so I am always worried if the message is getting across. I seriously think these two will be together forever, but the truth of the matter is, if she is ever gone and ex has not found a replacement, things would really be tough on D10. It's a hard thing to admit. She's gotta stick around until D10 is old enough.
