Thanks V. I've actually handled them pretty well. I either shrug or give them a polite chuckle and change the subject.

Also last day or so I've been having a ton of anxiety. I've been having urges to discuss things with her. But I've found ways to deal. One was talking to a good friend that lives several states away. He's very pro marriage is helping coach me through this stuff.

I also have been doing breathing exercises ' praying, and remembering words of advice from this board.

Can't seem to shake this anxiety though. Had a mild panic attack at 4am this mooring.


M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018