Who is ready for another installation of "Is this really my F@cking life?"
I followed up with my surgeon and he has to go back into to my knee. He believes I have this hunk of scar tissue called a Cyclops lesion that is preventing full extension. He actually felt bad about it because he said it rarely ever happens to him and I said I felt like I failed him:( The highlight was when he walked in the room and he told me I looked good. He is pretty much the sexiest man alive. Seriously. So, I can't get to upset when he tells me things, especially since he is so sweet about it. It's a quick procedure, but it is 10 days locked in full extension 24/7 in my ACL brace. That's going to be really uncomfortable and hard to work in. But I want to be back at full capacity by summer.
I call to tell my dad and h starts yelling at me because I am still trying to go away even though there is some sort of noreaster coming. He wanted me to cancel my trip because he didn't want me driving to his house. I told him I am not cancelling and I will play by ear, he got very angry and pretty much hung up on me. My stepmother told me his fuse has been really short lately and he's been getting mad over everything. So, I got that going on.
Then I have date with this guy. he had just gotten fired from his job an hour before he got there. So now he has ED, has no job, is unhealthy and overweight, and has no medical insurance and told me we "can't go out too often". He said he would understand if I stopped seeing him right then and there. Of course I couldn't do that. His plan is to look for jobs, but for a month kind of keep a routine where he wakes up, plays video games, and then looks for jobs. I have a strong feeling that will be more like gain 100lbs by eating fast food and playing viedeo games all day.
A big difference in dating a non-parent at his age is that they usually aren't motivated. Life is different when you have kid and you are very busy.
I won't be able to see him for 2 weeks, so maybe it will give some time in between to just end this.
So, yeah, that's my last 24 hours. I am just praying I can get out of here and get to FL. I need it so bad.
So, I said no surgery this year. Guess I was wrong, hahaha!
I hope you enjoyed yet another installment of the joke that is my life (I mean that in a funny way).
