I hear everything you say, I keep reading and re-reading your words. Every day I tell myself I won't go to that "place". Then I get sucked in.
It almost feels like one big test lately, to see if I "really love him", and if I do I should be doing all the things he wants, no matter what his feelings towards me. I told him last night that "I can't do those, you told me yourself it won't work."
Originally Posted By: meg24
He said he'll start this weekend, but it seems like I'm handling everything pretty well.
I shouldn't have engaged, I know. His comment above makes me think he was at the very teeny tiny beginning of feeling he's losing me.
Or am I reading too much into it?
Me-44,H-44 S21,S19,S17,D13 M-22,T-29 (off and on prior to M) BD:12-20-17 (H said he had things to work out in his head) H moved out:3-4-18
