Hoping this can be saved, but having doubts

[reframe]

Still really struggling.
The last few days the W has been friendlier, but not affectionate at all.

I suppose this is progress (just her acting like she enjoys my company) but I'm really struggling with the seeming coldness.

I'm doing OK at the GAL activities, but my detachment is still all an act - my mood is entirely too linked to how our last interaction went. I've also fallen off the wagon w.r.t snooping and will try to do better - I know this doesn't help me. All signs still point to her planning on D, although she hasn't followed up our conversation (as people here said she wouldn't).

The last few days have been the kind where I wonder how I can keep doing this.
I really miss having a partner who liked me and was into me.