You're doing fantastic. I struggle a ton with my mood ping-ponging between extremes depending on how the latest interaction went. Look for the signs of progress but don't get attached to them (now if only I could take my own advice)
Me, H-39, W-33 T11, M3 No children Bomb 10/17 - "Not sure what she wants" Bomb 2 12/17 - forced convo it did not go well. W moved out 3/18 OM Confirmed 4/1 D Final 9/27/18