This is a nightmare. I’m alone, I don’t have a support system and my family is far away on a different country. I don’t have friends or anyone that supports me and calling my family for support is basically to get told the same as the psychologist that I must try. I’m so angry and sad that I don’t do anything more than work and listen to music to forget about my life. The routine is killing me and I guess I’m on a downward spiral where I’m going to end dead. I would appreciate the advice because I’m lost.
One other thing. You aren't alone. This may seem overwhelming, but you will get through it.
Have a look around at other people's thread and you'll see everyone here is going through some issues that may be similar to your. Just yesterday, i found some answers i was looking for in someone else's thread. It wasn't posted in the context of what i was going through, but it help me tremendously. I wish i had found this site when i was trying to save my marriage during marriage counseling (MC). My sitch ended in a divorce, but may have ended differently had i listened more intently to what was going on at that time (both in the M and what was going on on this site).
Me 51, Wife 44; Married 4; Together 10; HSD20, XWSD13, XWSS14, XWSS17 Kids Together D4, D1.52 W Moves Out: 03/16/17 W Files : 03/17/17 D Final: 10/23/17
