Picking up Her MESS #2

[marina7]

Journaling,
So lately or lets say last couple months i been surving, and only God knows trying to get my s9 back home.

Well I have had a lump on my breast for couple of months finally it got worse with time swelling and leaking from nipple area now I am getting myself check. Turning 40 they say must do a whole physical check up. Had couple blood work and ultrasound and mammogram next.

I remember when wife been sick I never left her side and the last year in a half has been my worse my W left me at my worse this is the part am more hurt and angry. When I needed you the most is when you left us. Left me to survive with my kids without a penny to my name.

They say karma finds it's way and it will but I honestly feel that no human beings should go through the pain I am going through. I just Wish the best for W.


I can tell ya this there's days I wanna give up financially I can't am drowning and emotinally am so beat down. But I know there's always someone worse out there so I am grateful. But sometimes we just need a Miracle.

A day at a time