Thanks Sandy.
No I am not wiling to leave without sex. I turn to another woman after many years of sex starving marriage. After my confession about my affair there no sex for 5 years already.

Her parents do not know about rape.
I know from beginning.

I am waiting her to go on date or before that.

I think will hold any investment...till something changed.


She suspect know that I track her FB
So I am waiting provocation (but she is not sure)

I will not agree to live in marriage like this.

Thanks being with me.
Soon will write situation from yesterday.

She check me by phone often. Where I am. When will come home.

The new flat is temp check I know.


Me39
W 41
T18 M12

D8
S10

I was WH 2011
WAW from 2012
WW from 2016
OM1 2016 (just friends) limerance
OM2 2017 (just friends) limerance

Full blown EA - not yet confirmed