I am appreciative of all the support. I seriously don't know what to do and I haven't made a decision and I guess I don't need to make one yet.
It really makes me nuts that this is due to his own neglect. I am a very understanding woman, but when you don't care about yourself enough to let your health go....... well, it's just sad.
My love life has really been cursed. My 30's are supposed to be my prime, I have been single for the most part, and it stinks.
I read sometimes over in the newcomers where they are just getting the D, disappear for a few months and come back with some wonderful man who loves them and their kids! I am so happy for these people, but sometimes I am like "WTF?!"
My love life has been jinxed. I think maybe I need to see a voodoo doctor.
We are having dinner tomorrow night, then I leave for FL on Friday and come back Monday. I need a weekend away to just have fun and clear my mind a bit.
