Glad to read you are doing well Babe. I think the parental contact can sometimes be part of settling childhood wounds and issues too. Contact increasing or dropping off does seem to be a theme in some situations.
So good to read about the things you are doing. My advice would be stick with the stuff you love and keep expectations very low with your H. Time will tell how things will unfold and live life to the max in the meantime
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus