I am so sorry that you are having some issues w/your health. The stress of everything is really taking a toll on your body.
I'm glad to read that you are going to go away w/a friend. You need a change and a bit of rest to recharge your battery.
Please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
