You are right. I shouldn't have engaged him when I got back from GAL. We just bought all this wine and he made it seem like he was wanting to enjoy some this weekend. We have very little time with each other being on opposite shifts.
But, the U.S. for the refocus... I'm supposed to be giving him space. It's just that Friday was so nice. Towards the end I saw some of my old husband poking through. If you ask me what feature physically draws me to people it's the smile. He smiled during the wine tasting... really smiled. He just doesn't do that much lately. I won't lie I melted.
With the tensions right now I left the house. He asked where I was going and I just said library. He said... yeah right. I said I'm getting out of his way. I mean DR isn't in digital format and I can't read it in front of him.
We are still sharing MBR. We only truly share the bed 1 to 2 nights a week max. Since he works 3rd shift we sleep at different times.
