sandi2, thank you. Your post is dead on. I admit my emotions are ruling me. They are also hinged on her actions and reactions. I'm also questioning everything she says and does as far as her motivations.
I want to embrace DBing. Badly. But I guess fear is holding me back.
As far as your questions, I will go back and answer them. I'm on my phone right now. I appreciate your help and i am willing to do the work. I just need to clear my head and commit. I know that. I need to get past my feelings and do what works.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
