That sounds cold, but if holding hands works do it. If it ceases to work FOR YOU then stop. If you can do this do so without EXPECTATIION either good or bad. Like observing an experiment.
I for one am not anti ML but use protection. Some have ML until they D, others don't. I did ML almost to BD and then I discovered that the G was cheating with multiple OW, it was too risky.
A 180 for you is the opposite of what you did before.
More of the same gives you more of the same.
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Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
