I see her trying to grow a new skin and persona and it looks really fake. I think I see the type of person she wants to be, but it's quite inauthentic right now and maybe she'll grow into it and be that person. But, right now, I don't want to be with who she is. Also, I don't want to be with a rager who has no self-awareness lol.
Maika..... Great post!! This is exactly how I feel with my W. I keep this in my head probably way to much but if I was to meet this new version of my W now would I date or even consider a relationship with her. The answer is no way! wouldn't even give her a second glance, funny(or pathetic) how quickly things change!
