Gordie #17: deliberately not divorced

[Gordie]

Mach1,

Hiding behind what? Hiding behind my situation? Waiting on what she is going to do. Hiding behind my fear? She has done the worst thing she could ever do to me. So of what Is left to be afraid? Hiding behind my guilt? Guilt that I failed as a H and a father—that I didn’t love, cherish and honor W, that I didn’t protect this family from destruction. Hiding behind all of these things...and keeps me from being happy? From experiencing life abundantly?

So I am thinking of St. Paul. How can I be happy in all circumstances? In even the worst of circumstances? In limbo?