Adjusting to being a LBS #2

[Subitai]

Rough bunch of days, but we just had MC/DC, and afterwards she came and leaned on me for a hug. It lasted for over a minute. A very good hug. She's getting madder and sadder. Some from external stuff, some from me backsliding on some behaviors (turn it around, Sub!) and some because she feels like I'm present in a way I wasn't, before, and she's mad that I didn't do that when the stakes were different.