Picking up Her MESS #2

[marina7]

Am in Illinois, me and W where not legally married due to back then gay marriages where not allowed. When it became legal I now can see W was check out already and that was about 3yrs ago when I remember telling W let's just go get married and W wanted a huge wedding or nothing so I now see what I couldn't see W was already going through her cycle.

I have lupus going on 15yrs and MS 4yrs ago I have nerve damage so they done a SPS is called spine stimulator to help with my nerves to tell my brain to move ect. Is more to help us people with illness to not depend on pain medication. Mines has work but been having battery issues and cords have moved so back in there to replace battery and fix cords in spine but we all know after surgery we never be the same so now i have pain somewhere else. So is a process

And the money I get from s.s is not much it goes to pay bills and take care of 2 kids. And when s9 here.
I was hoping to be back to work but maybe another 3 to 6 months. The question is do I forget about this surgery and maybe be in wheelchair bound in couple years.

So the judge made the ruling W lawyer said her client doesn't have a problem with guardian ad litem but 50/50 even though my lawyer said there was a free one pro bono the guardian use to work for w lawyer lawfirm and W lawyer feels is a conflict. I was shock is like the judge didn't even hear that i am not working. The judge ask can we fix this her lawyer said she has tried. W trying is if I walk away from S9 that's W trying and I won't walk away from a son I wanted not W a son I raised while W went out and walk away.