I am just experiencing one of this sad moments. The sun is shining, love songs in the radio, and I'm thinking of how my H and me would enjoy, I mean really enjoy, spring time, if he wouldn't adhere stubbornly to his decision to separate. Tears in my eyes. You see, I am not at all detached. I really like my GAL and regret that I didn't do that during our marriage, maybe then I would have been less pursuing and he less distancing. The LRT and letting go, however, that is all fake in my case, at least that is something my head is dictating, not my heart.
Steve85, I wonder how you can be so apparently strong-willed or whether it is all about faking.
Gisela, good question. I struggle daily myself. If you read my thread you will see that. I am like you, sad most of the time wanting my old wife back. But I have to face reality that she is gone. Probably forever. And I need to decide whether or not the person she has become is someone I want in my life.
I never thought I would be here. But I am.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
