Infidelity/WAH, my story pt 12, D on hold

[PsySara]

Marina,
I've been DBing for 2 years, this is not fresh nor shocking. My WH cheated not once but twice with the same diseased wh0re and gave me an STD. I've gone to IC, dragged us to MC, took us to Retrouville and waited and waited. He's not changing.

I stopped by my attorney yesterday and green lighted her to submit the divorce. She said there's a it of back up but that it will be filed this week and likely WH will be served shortly thereafter. WH acts as if nothing is wrong. He came home late last night and spent over an hour on the phone with his family that he is treating to a full week at WDW. WH will be taking the kids that weekend as well. (I made it clear I am not having another awkward and weird trip to WDW like the last few trips, I'm done faking it)

I took care of the kids and put them to bed and he moped around the house and went to bed early. He bought an English bulldog puppy a month ago and I am now doing 90% of it's care. Typical. He gets new things and then quickly gets bored with them. The more detached I become the more I realize I don't like this man.I can't really find anything attractive about him. Looks-wise he looks much older due to balding and he's not fat but he is out of shape. These things don't usually matter to me but when you add the uncouth behavior (belching very loud, passing gas in front of me), the selfish and immature behavior, it makes me wonder what I ever saw in him?