LH, my brain agrees with you. I know it was a bad M. But my heart feels a sense of loss. I wanted a good life raising kids, being M, and growing old together. I just picked the wrong person to do it with.
Looking inside and asking why I decided to stay M with her is something I keep doing, and I have yet to come up with any good answers. Even though I disliked a lot of the aspects of the M prior to BD, I guess my love for my kids was greater than my dislike of her.
Enough of that. It's over.
Me-47,XW-43 S13,S16 M:18 BD:4-23-17 W filed:7-17-17 (5 months of in-house separation hell) W moved out:1-6-18 D granted:2-15-18 Decree signed:3-29-18
