Stop talking/thinking about how things would have been great if only you hadn't lied about your age.
You were infatuated with a hot chick and chose to overlook the crazy because of it.
You need to enlist a good friend to vet your future dates. This was a disaster averted.
Ummmm...... yeah! a bipolar woman who goes off her meds because she "feels good", lies about her marital status and has been divorced 3 times by 27 is actually dodging a nuclear bomb.