I have no idea what to do right now. I'm so full of emotions and torn down. All of those search queries are consistent with her previous ones. I feel so betrayed...I'm honestly panicking right now.
You said this the other day
I'm continuing GAL and my 180s, the prospect of my wife having an affair hasn't changed anything for me
So, I dont think this should really change any of your actions. Just try to stay calm and keep focused on what your goals are.