Getting ready to move forward

[petri]

I'm not leaving you. I couldn't do that after all the help I've gotten. Right now I'm in the zone of blaming myslef for going for her gaslighting. I have no trouble to go about without calling or texting W. All I have to do is picture sandis words SHE'S HAVING AN AFFAIR! I know we are separated and therefor it quite ok to have OPs. But that helps me so don't take that away from me by saying what I just stated!

I have a few male friend that I can confide in. But only one who I can talk to without him demonizing and talking s$it about W. I don't want to trash talk W. No matter what she has done. She is lost right now and she is doing all of this b/c she believes everything she does is right.

I'll be adding thos books to my list.