sorry for the lack of updates...my emotions have been all over the place. My W moved out on the 10th, and i had a few rough nights. It was heartbreaking seeing the woman i have loved for 14 years pack up and leave our home without even saying a word to me.
I know she's only been gone for 7 days but i get incredibly lonely at night...even though we were in separate bedrooms for 3 months, the fact that she was there helped me to sleep at night.Now that she is gone i'm up all night wondering what she is doing. I know this is not healthy but hopefully with time i get that out of sight out of mind mindstate.
Since moving out she has barely spent time with the kids, like i stated in previous posts her move was poorly planned, my D12 told me she has no furniture besides a couch and loveseat...no bed, dressers, ect. she dosen't even have any appliances, because of this she has been taking the kids to her mother's afterschool to help them with their homework.
So she sees the kids every other day from 4pm and brings them home at 7:30pm. She texted the other day saying when she gets situated she wants the kids every other week (i doubt that). Still no communication with her other than brief texts regarding the kids. She still seems very angry toward me so i haven't initiated any contact with her.
Overall my home is somewhat peaceful but i am felling incredibly lonely. I miss her.
