Today has been a rough day, I’m really missing her. I tried texting her like a fool but she won’t communicate with me. She knows the power she has over me and knows how to hurt me. I picked up my daughter for school so she took that opportunity to stay out, I have no idea where she’s at and I don’t think I want to know but the thought takes me to where I don’t want to go, that she’s with the OM and she could very well be. I feel like I’ve been discarded like a old piece of trash. I know this pain will pass but today it really hurts. I keep thinking what did I do to deserve this hate this betrayal? And I have no answer since it’s her not me, but even knowing that the pain is horrible.
