Hey ya Vap! Yea it is a weird place to be in. I too get some attention, but I never act on it. I just don’t feel like it. I am sure the girls get tired of my act. Maybe next time someone suggests meeting up, I’ll just go and give it a try. Besides that though, I am more than happy where I am at.
I do have a bit of an issue but though. My life’s dream is to have a happy family. Money, power, lots of friends etc is all secondary...I know that for sure now after all of this. So I have to start building that somewhere. Of course my fears are that I end up a miserable old man myself or end up in a terrible life long marriage like my parents. I don’t worry about these things, I just let life flow but those are my dreams and fears.
Anyway, we will see how it all plays. 2018 has already been interesting for me and I’m looking forward to the rest of it!
