Getting ready to move forward

[petri]

I know I have a lot to do for me. I don't wont to put other people in a sitch where I'm potentially going to hurt them. And any sane person wouldn't put oneself in that sitch either.
And you're right LH. Now I need to focus on me and my kids.

Right now I'm partially relieved and partially torn apart. I'll check those threads. Little by little forward we go.