I probably am. I am not going to get screwed over. The detachment piece seems to be incredibly difficult. He came into tonight to drop off D9 from dance and spent time with the others for an hour. I went to the bedroom. Today was long too many phone calls from WAH about his house purchase. He looked sad depleted but I looked away because I still get sucked into feeling sad. It is not that he does not deserve to feel sad or have valid grievances. It is that he is choosing to leave and his choice affects everyone. So in a sense I feel as if he does not have a right to feel sad because HE is the one choosing to leave.
