WAS just served me with papers!!!

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I highly reccomend you gather a team of some sort before making any further decisions.
Emotions appear all over the place for you...as with most in this situation

I will be forever greatful for my L and others that I gathered for my team to aid me in making decisions outside of the emotional storms. He was a central figure in the outcomes that my family benefits from to this day...including my former W. Her emotional roller coaster and demands I weathered due to the counsel I recieved, would have produced very different circumstances today...and I would have given in to some of it if not for the guidance and encouragement I got.

Do not wait on this...
This is a consistent success principle among those that have traveled before you and I can attest to the value of doing so.

Sit still with yourself and make a list of goals and values that you want out of it all...then seek out the counsel that aligns with them. Much the way MWD advises in seeking out a MC