Maybe I'm in shock or it hasn't hit me yet, but I'm not feeling much.
IMHO, I would not burn too much energy wondering on this. Feelings come and go. By the time many of us reach the final D, we have either done the work and are strong enough to stand straight...or jaded by the process and force all feelings down. Or perhaps a million places in between.
In my journey wise mentors and friends encouraged me to let the feelings come as they come...do not push them down...simply let them flow as they flow.
I recieved my notice in the mail...it was just another day...an end to a chapter in my story...not good or bad...
The waves came in small bunches over time afterwards. I learned to embrace them.
A big man hug to ya my friend.
Enjoy the calm. You have earned it at this point.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
