It was just interesting how chatty he was the day before and how he chooses V-day to back off and send nothing until 6pm? (yes, he texted at 6pm). I didn't want anything from him at all Valentines day wise. He doesn't even know where I live or work.

Can he win? it really isn't a matter of winning or losing. I do think the choice he made was poor, but I don't really care. Maybe I really am a difficult person to date. Maybe it really is me. Could very well be.

Like I said, yesterday wasn't a good day for me, today isn't either. I am losing my patience at work and I am STILL very hormonal. And after all I did for my D10 last night in front of everyone at PT she took an nasty attitude because I wouldn't stop at CVS and get her chocolate which she was "craving". She did eventually apologize, but it did hurt.

Talk to OWW? I have thought about it. But there are a few risks I take with this. Her being scared to go behind his back. Her getting defensive because she will realize I also know what she is putting up with too. I honestly don't mind sitting down with her if I knew she would be receptive, but there are too many risks. I have to calculate this carefully.

Last night I got a group text initiated by FF's sister. To us girls from the gym. SHe sent a pic of the wine glass we got her. told her I was wearing my "wine is my valentine" t shirt. She said she was wearing her grandma robe and said "I don't understand how we are still single!" how does she know I am single? She told us how her aunt and uncle died. Very sad. We are all planning to get together again. Should be interesting.

Anyways, going to the movies with my friend tonight. Dinner with my dad and stepmom on sunday, date still stands for sunday.