Hey AS!! Thanks for stopping by. Been a while, but it's always good to hear your thoughts.
Appreciate the suggestion about coming up with sub-items and measuring results. It is for life for reals.
Life with GF sounds just freakin' awesome. Today being V day, it's easy to feel kinda down. But then reading what you wrote, I started thinking about sex life with W and how it was so sub par and how I truly do not want to go back to that. I need a dynamic partner who is fairly comfortable with their body and loves having fun.
Just thinking about that totally pulled me out of my funk because I don't want a R with W where that hasn't changed. That's a big one for me, in part with other things.
So, thanks for the perspective. I am looking forward to having some awesome time between the sheets with someone way more dynamic.
Good on you for signing up for the Crossfit Open. I just caught the docs on Netflix and man I am hooked. I can't afford right now to join a crossfit gym, but I am working out at home and as soon as my financial situation improves, I am joining one. Not just for the fitness aspect, but also for the community aspect.
Crossfit Games are so inspirational - huge part of how I was able to quit smoking and stay on the wagon. I want to be able to lift and have endurance again. I am rediscovering my athletic self that I had during my teens and early 20s - it's fantastic.
I am looking forward to making my life even more amazing than it is now. I am inching towards a good place and me being an emotional wreck this week was a good reminder of how much mental work and detachment I still need to go through.
