Perhaps you won’t really let go of aged pa until you have said goodbye with the headstone etc done?
The saying goodbye is only a token of course. You are really letting yourself move on. You will never say goodbye because you will think of him so much. Your thoughts of him will provide comfort and smiles rather than such sadnes, in time.
I promise.
Surfer.
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