Manny sorry man. I hope you will learn from this. For me the lightbulb was how your relationship with her started. I know that you feel guilty, but now you know why they say "if they will cheat with you then they will cheat on you." Grow from this and make sure your next relationship is founded on principles. I am not saying this to bash you (or her) but to point out that relationships are hard enough when things are done the right way.
I will keep you in my prayers and pray that the restraining order is denied.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018