I've been having mixed emotions for years, sometimes at the same time. It's getting better, as I come out of my own fog, remembering the bad, as well as the good, and wondering if maybe I'm not better off without her in my life. But it sure would be nicer if I could just have the happy ones....
M:23 T:26 Me:53, Wife: 60 S:18 D:16 filed 7/16 W moved out 4/28/17